Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Blog Tour: A Different Blue by Amy Harmon

Blue Echohawk doesn't know who she is.  She doesn't know her real name or when she was born.  Abandoned at two and raised by a drifter, she didn't attend school until she was ten years old.  At nineteen, when most kids her age are attending college or moving on in life, she is just a senior in high school.   With no mother, no father, no faith, and no future, Blue Echohawk is a difficult student, to say the least. Tough, hard and sexy, she is the complete opposite of the young British teacher who decides he is up for the challenge, and takes the troublemaker under his wing. 
This is the story of a nobody who becomes somebody.  It is the story of an unlikely friendship, where hope fosters healing and redemption becomes love.  But falling in love can be hard when you don't know who you are.  Falling in love with someone who knows exactly who they are and exactly why they can't love you back might be impossible.

“Do you see how the carving is created by removing wood?  How I almost remove more than I keep.”
Wilson nodded, watching my fingertips skim along the valleys and shadows I'd created.
“It's not just about what's there but what isn't there.  Do you understand?”  I stumbled a little bit on my words, knowing what I was trying to say and not knowing if I was actually saying it.
“I think so.  The space creates the silhouette, the dimension, the form....right?” 
I smiled up at him, thrilled that he understood.  He smiled back, so sweetly, so fondly, that for a minute I couldn't find my breath, and I scrambled to regain my train of thought.
“That's exactly right.” I nodded, my eyes re-focusing on the sculpture in front of me.  “Jimmy taught me that when you carve, it's the negative space that creates line, perspective, and beauty.  Negative space is where the wood is carved away, creating openings that in turn create shape.”  I paused and took a deep breath, knowing this was something I had to say.  If I loved Wilson – and I knew that I did – I would have to make him understand something about me that wasn't easy to grasp.  It would make loving me hard.  I had to warn him.  I turned to face him and met his gaze, beseeching him without artifice or apology.
“Sometimes I feel like I have a huge, gaping hole from my chin to my waist, a wide open negative space that life has just carved away.  But it's not beautiful, Wilson.  Sometimes it feels empty and dark...and...and no amount of sanding or polish will make it into something it isn't.  I'm afraid if I let you love me, your love will be swallowed up in that hole, and in turn YOU will be swallowed up by it.”  
Wilson touched my cheek, intent on what I was saying, his brows lowered in concentration over a compassionate grey gaze. 
“But that's not really up to you, Blue,” he said gently.  “You can't control who loves can't let someone love you anymore than you can make someone love you.”  He cradled my face between his palms.  I reached up and held onto his wrists, caught between the need to hang onto him and to push him away, if only to save myself from what he made me feel.
“So you're afraid to let me love you because you fear you have a hole that can't be filled...not by any amount of love.  But my question to you is, once again, do you love me?”  
I braced myself and nodded, closing my eyes against his gaze, unable to say what I needed to say with his eyes, so full of hope, trained on my face. 

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About the author: 
Amy Harmon knew at an early age that writing was something she wanted to do, so she divided her time between writing songs and stories as she grew. Having grown up in the middle of wheat fields without a television, with only her books and her siblings to entertain her, she developed a strong sense of what made a good story. Amy Harmon has been a motivational speaker, a grade school teacher, a junior high teacher, a home school mom, and a member of the Grammy Award winning Saints Unified Voices Choir, directed by Gladys Knight. She released a Christian Blues CD in 2007 called "What I Know" - also available on Amazon and wherever digital music is sold.  She lives in the middle of nowhere with her husband and four kids, and doesn't plan to ever move somewhere, because nowhere is sublime.  She has written Running Barefoot, and the Young Adult books Slow Dance in Purgatory and the sequel, Prom Night in Purgatory.  A Different Blue is her fourth novel. 

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